He loves you...
but the world tears him apart....
Silently, at the corner... with no one to hold on to... no one to cry on...
For once, its beyond my power to do anything...
Once again... I feel helpless as the throes of fate tosses me helplessly against insufferable reality...
If there was anything physical strength could accomplish, I'd move the world for you...
If there was anything knowledge could accomplish, I'd find it for you...
If there was anything money could accomplish, I'd earn it for you...
no.. I'm not joking... I love you THAT much...
but when it comes to parents....
... *cries*
I wish I could do something to help you ease your pain...
Its hard to come out of the closet to your parents.. but like what I said, its better sooner then later right?...
It hurts me to see you being the object of suspicion and distrust... I don't know if your parents will ever like me...
but one thing is for sure, I'll try... at every chance that I can get...
In my life, there if there is one of the few things I'm proud of, is that there are very very few people who dislike me...
because basically, I try my best to please people...
but what can I do when people hate me even before I meet them?...
sobz...
I called him today..
and his dad picked up the phone...
I said "Hi! Is Dominic in?"
and he turned around and said, "Its that guy who calls you every night. Your stupid boyfriend lah!"
I cried...
I guess he couldnt hear... but nobody has called me stupid so blatently before...
but I didnt cry because of that... I know I'm not stupid...
its because for once, I felt the full blow of hatred from his parents...
His dad was really bitter about me calling...
what can I do??
*cries*... I just want to bury my head and cry myself to sleep.....
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